On this first lonely cold day of fall
i can't help but wish that i could just hold you 'til all's
back to better, not normal, I'm just hoping you'll call.
But I'm stuck here feeling like there's no hope at all.
Girl I'm broken, I balled until my eyes became bloodshot
retracing every wrong turn to try and find the love lost.
Every picture of me's looking like a mugshot,
I can't seem to smile since you told me to fuck off.
Well...in so many words.
And I'm just not myself, I'm ignoring pretty girls
'cuz they ain't you. My first reaction was to hate you
but love comes and goes and we're all slaves to fate too.
But I'ma make do, knowing my time will come,
hoping I was just too young, to open up to us.
Baby I still miss you but, I'ma keep on running,
knowing this one came and went
but another one is coming, it's like: